Every night I still wonder why. Every night I still wonder why did it have to happen to me. Every night I just question everything that has ever happened between me and him. Hindi ko kasi maintindihan, to be honest, ang purpose kung bakit nakilala ko pa siya. I know somehow na it's my choice whether to be stuck in this super mababaw na situation or not. Sino bang may gustong hindi maka-move on? Wala naman ata diba. Lalo na with this kind of... erm... it's not even qualified to be called a "relationship".
Hindi ko alam kung sadyang nang-iinis ang utak ko, pero every night, everything, every memory, every moment with him, flashes back in my head.
And to be honest, I want everything back. I want every moment back. Until now, I still wish and pray for him to come back. Oh god, I need a miracle, but I really want him back. Aaaand, this is just me being really fucking honest right now. No pretentions whatsoever.
Behind every strong girl are sleepless nights spent crying their hearts out. We have our weaknesses too... Mine happens to be Japs.
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